sepenggal malam ini~

hey selamat malam, sastrawan bertinta merah dan putih...

nyatanya sudah beberapa minggu tak melihat senyum simpul mu itu

dan entah sudah berapa hari tidak melihat syair-syair indah pada tulisanmu

secarik senyum simpul yang terakhir kau torehkan dihadapan ku itu rupanya masih berbayang

dan entah apa rasanya bila kekaguman ku pada sosok sastrawan seperti mu itu ditawan oleh publik

aku rindu beberapa kata berbalas yang kita posting di dunia maya

dan entah kerinduan macam apa ini bentuknya

wanita mana yang tak tertarik akan syair-syair yang indah mu itu

dan entah bagaimana gejolak bayangannya saat membaca tulisanmu itu

sastrawan,

maaf karena aku mengagumi mu dan tak sengaja terus membaca syair-syair indah mu

untuk kekasih sastrawan,

maaf aku mengagumi kekasihmu

maaf karena sengaja membaca syair-syair indah kekasihmu

dan maaf karena aku telah merebut hatinya dari mu

lekas sembuh dari luka mu

aku akan turut serta untuk memberi obatnya untukmu

melepas sastrawan bertinta merah dan putih itu

dan maaf jika aku tidak bisa menghapus tinta luka mu

untuk sastrawan bertinta merah dan putih

Pari Island

IndahJNYSRTanuwidjaja :)

bersama emak farah dan teh desra :)

with my fams, aa, abang, dan teteh :D #kaderisasi

Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.

How's life? Tell me how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever,

We small talk, work and the weather,

Your guard is up and I know why.

'cause the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night",

And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right

I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leavin'

When your birthday passed and I didn't call.

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,

I watched you laughing from the passenger side.

Realized that I loved you in the fall

Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye"

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night".

And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking,

Probably mindless dreaming,

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right...

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.

So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night"

And I go back to December...

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I'd realize what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I'd go back to December all the time.

All the time

the memories of December,

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